I have a congenital hole in my heart.
I have done so many things I could possibly do to fill up the space. I have been to different places trying to ease the pain the void creates.
So many times in my life, I have experienced things that have almost stopped my heart from beating. I have made choices that only made the hole worse.
Until I found Him.
I found Him one night in the middle of a storm. Alone and nipped with hollowness, I heard Him call my name. I took His hand and walked with Him through the night. He was silent. But I could sense the love He specially had for me.
The wind was strong. And there was flood. But He lingered. There was nothing that could stop Him from walking in the rain with me.
It was Him after all. The One who could fill up the hole in my heart.
The hole was formed only for Him. It was there so He could dwell in my soul and fill me with joy that could only come from Him.
So whenever I feel sad, I try to remind myself of this beautiful space I got within me. Because the love He specially has for me is here. A love that embraces me no end.
I am glad I have this hole. Though I may get lost sometimes, I know I can just search for Him in my heart and experience the joy He always wants me to have.
Thank You, my God!
I’m whistling, laughing, and jumping for joy; I’m singing your song, High God. (Psalms 9:2, The Message)
*This excerpt is taken from “Musings of a Sinner“, an inspirational book from PreciousBooks.*
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